question: how many times is too many times, take that however you want

how many times is too many times
to fuck up
and not write
and only smoke
and forget your friends party
because she isnt going to have

weed

there.

I want to be a rapper, but I dont exactly flo futuristic so I'll settle for being a comedian, even a stand up comedian. And we all know how difficult it is for the really good ones to live past the point at which they become famous. Why is that? I think it is because 'normal' people are not comedians when they 'make it' in their lives, they are bus drivers or teachers or doctors. People with no father or fucked up childhoods or who noone liked in highschool... now these people become famous comedians. They become famous by telling everyone their secrets and then they cant handle being so open and out there so they beging to go mad or use drugs heavily. That is why I became a counselor, so I can reel myself and my friends back in before doom takes us down. any questions?